Sunday, October 12, 2008

Helloooo world!

All i have to say is life is really beautiful.
I'm totally grateful and thankful for what i have and who I have in my life.
Things are a little rocky right now, but after the storm there's always a rainbow.
:)
I made a vow to myself to grow into the person I want to be, and so far so good.
I feel as if I can't fix everything, so I need to leave them be.
I've learned so much this past month it's crazy.
All I can say is that people are fucked up, and thats the honest to God truth.
People are sooooo... consumed with themselves, its kinda ridiculous.
I always look at the bigger picture. I always read between the lines, that's just me.
I don't worry about irrelevant things.. as long as they aren't going to bother me, then I really don't care.
People may mistake me for being the type of girl who doesn't stand up for herself, or speak up.
But I look at it this way, why make a scene when the whole situation is beneath me.
I feel as if people don't deserve my attention, as to why they don't get it.
It's nothing personal, thats just me. I speak when I want to speak.
Anywaysssssssss

addicted much? yea
There is more but I forgot to include them in the pic!
BUTTTTTTT stina showed me this new line that has a gazillion eyeshadows
and they are super good just like MAC, and they are cheap. Its like this huge eyeshadow palette
with 88 colors for only 25 dollars. I;m sooooo excited I can't wait till they get here.
Tons of girls who use MAC posted youtube videos and such on it and they said they really love it.
I told my friends about it and like 4 people ordered too! hhahahaha I think mine will be here sometime
this week so YAYYYYY. I'm gonna have a field day!

OH YEA. I'm going down to los angeles again november 6th.
Super excited of course.
I'm gonna be staying with my family that I always knew about, but haven't really met till now.
Thats one thing my auntie always did, was made sure we kept contact with family, and i'm
sooo happy my cousin janet came up to visit before my auntie passed. She's such a beautiful person
and shes super fun and I love her. I can't wait to go see herrrrr and everyone else. oH and of course
my best friend/sister/other half/mariah carey buddy/twin holly. I missed herrrr! I swear she's like....
the best friend I always wanted but never had. Ohthatsbalm.com coming soon yallllllllllll :] be excited, I know we are.