Geeeeeez

woooooooooo i don't even know where to begin!! I been SOOOOOOO tired lately. like I don't think i've ever been so tired in my life. I think part of the reason is I stress myself all the time. I get to thinking about all the shit that needs to be done and when it needs to be done, which causes me to stress hecka much. and ladies and gentlemen... that is NOT a good thing!! Soooo I just need to figure out what i'm going to do and when i'm going to do it and just become more organized with my time. I'm sick, once again, with the same ass shit. Like wtf I don't know where I get this shit from!! I guess its just being around people, yanno? (its a respiratory infection) and theres this stupid rash on my face and neck and this bootleg doctor was saying its acne when clearly its not acne so tomorrow I will be seeing my specialist so he can gimmie some medicine and sheit. I hate when my skin isn't clear, really. It bugs the hell outta me! But other than that everything has been okay.. i guess???? I mean it seems like I don't talk to a lot of people anymore, just mainly my boyfriend and erin and holly and carmen. i friggin love them, i swear. i love my boyfriend, for being my strength and showing me i'm capable of doing anything i want and teaching me how to love myself. i love erin for being my best friend and the sister i never had. i love holly for always making me laugh and making my day. i love carmen for always being there to listen and understand me. i'm glad to have such beautiful people in my lifeeeee :) awww now i'm not feeling as stressed out as I was before! but yea, i love these niggas! and right nowwww, i'm missing my babbbbbyyy, therefore i'ma go to sleep.

*** and yesssssss i will be using this thing again :) it needs a new layout, too bad i don't have time to make one.