Blaaaaaaaah!

Soooooooooooo yeah?!? Nothings really been up with me. I been doin some stuff but I mean it's nothing exciting. Been cleaning, visiting my granny and auntie, cousin stayed over for a couple days, and workin on my brothers new website. Last night we were at my grannys house till 2am. I'm kinda worried about my auntie (who has breast cancer). She's getting so thin again, just like last summer. Shes been going to chemo, which is really taking a toll on her. I don't know... it's just sad to see her this way. My mom bought over chinese food, and even though she was not hungry, she ate it because she really needs it. I just wanna see her better. Like she already had the breast removed, and I thought it was going to be much better from there but I guess its back to the same ol. I don't know what condition shes in now, but i'm just going to hope for the best. When we got home my mom brought up about how weak she was and started to cry. This kinda has me shook up a little...

Today was whack. I'm so tired, to the point where I was getting headaches, but I don't know I just couldn't sleep. When I tried, my dad came and woke me up makin me fold clothes, then I went walking with Cheryl. It was cool, no one was really out. Now my other cousin, Chelsi, is gonna spend the weekend with me. I gotta pick her up at the train station. Shes cool, I only get to see her like a few times a year, even tho she only lives 2 hours away from me. I'll take her somewhere cool and cheap cuz we both brokeeeeee!

I just feel like I need something really good to happen. Something unexpected, something that will brighten up my day. It seems like a lot of people are disappointed in me or something. I'm not sure why, or what I did for them to feel that way. But I guess I shouldn't care. Other than that, I'm excited for Vegas! 9 more days.